beethoven: (free)
I realize that most of the time when I decided to give help some complete stranger or so, were the times when I feel the absolute worst about myself which is conflicting, am I doing nice things so I can feel better about myself? I mean, I feel like doing these are just… a way to help myself rather than help other people - some twisted sense of self worth.

It’s just… frustratingly sad.
beethoven: (lonely and tired)
Internship still sucks because I am the awkward ass. I will do my best though, as always. I'll be thinking and sketching all the ideas I have in mind. I wish I am smarter or wittier, haha. I am actually pretty stressed, my hair is falling out and dandruff showing on again, plus my skin :(. I also eat a lot of fatty stuff.

I've been watching Arakawa Under Bridge btw, it's a pretty show.


my current small room / fab crib / some manga )
beethoven: (just love)
I spent my Christmas getting beaten up mercilessly at Blazblue in some arcade center (I am a rusty arcade gamer, really really rusty), taking pictures of Yoite (you make cutest Yoite ever, Kiaaaa sdfdf ;w;) and get stuck with my grumpy-sick-and-tired-from-working dad! yay!


this made me lol

There's an event for today and tomorrow, but I don't have any costume or friends (read : other fangirls) to go there.. GUYS COME BACK TO BANDUNG PLEASE I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. Ah, might as well stay at home and do illustration homework instead.

One volume to ultra panic and I already PANICKED! )
beethoven: (『wall-e » they see me rollin'』)
My paid account / 100 icon adds will be expired soon, woe. Anyway, thank you for the anon who gave me the one year of paid account, if you're still in my f-list. I'll always love you &hearts

Lately I can't make my brain work properly, even when I'm drawing or listening to something in my classes, my mind goes blank in the matter of minutes. I even can't talk and walk in straight manner, it's like someone took out the force of life from me. WHAT IS THIS!?

My complaints about how August sucks despite of all the celebration aside, I freaking love my commish gordon veggie orgy new header, I shall eat more vegetables so I can be a super hero one day, or at least a cool kind of sidekick.


fear me, I'm the bat-baby

rofl batman )

060808

Aug. 6th, 2008 02:06 pm
beethoven: (『bleach » we are here for something』)
Ahhh, I want to eat some curry rice.. and lime juice so badly. They seems tasty now :9. Chicken curry with carrots, nomnom *hearts

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.. /sigh

to F-list:
What food you REALLY want to eat right now?
beethoven: (text ➝ monitary trufax)
For some reason I hate MADs involving danjou, I just don't get how they can be funny... [/rant]

Good evening people, especially the local senior grader in my f-list!? Good luck for tomorrow, I know this year's standard of graduation is waaaaay higher than last year, so FIGHT-O! YOU GUYS CAN DO EETTT!!! I seriously will pray for you guys! ;A;

As I expected, another busy day, I half-finished my English paper, being depressed, somehow watching Gintama 92-100 while typing my paper because I want to catch up with Gintama anime. that's not Otaku!Hiji fault, ttly. And oh yeah, I was in a good mood this morning but when I walked out from the door I saw a car hit a dog brutally.. so yeah, you can guess where did my optimism fly away 8D.


Fugly 3 minute OC doodle of Edgey and puppy!apollo because short entry is short and pointless. AND STFU MILES EDGEWORTH IS CAPABLE OF BEING NICE.

OTL, this reminds me. Anyone help me for HTML-ing ishiki.co.nr? ;A;. Or help me to find a good & free plain and simple website template?? I've tried and tried but my HTML never looks good. *sigh* okay then, dinner time! I'll be back commenting at your journals!

Edit:
Go to my user pics and find:

1. One icon that makes you automatically think of me.
2. One icon that you think I should TOTALLY use more often.
3. One icon that you don't get/needs more explanation/you have no idea why the hell I have it.
4. Comment using an icon of yours that you LOVE, and tell me why you picked THAT one too.

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