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I'm just putting it here :)


I just can't give up here, can I? I need to promise myself to work even harder after being sad and lazy for the whole two weeks. What is this, this is so unlike me! I MUST BE BRAVE!!! I NEED TO BE!! Even though everything is kind of confusing right now... /sigh.

Anyway! Checklist!
[] me! me! me! image book (80%)
[] no copy print ad (40%)
[] no copy psa (20%)
[] basic butterfly animation (10 %)
[] poster for 34hs prom (10%)
[] textbooks you need to reaadd (1 out of 3)
FINISH YOUR PORTFOLIO DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!

Oh btw, please fill in the contact post, people! I want to get in touch~ I also have twitter, yanno?
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I'm so tired and sick and lonely. I threw out for like 5 times today. All I can eat these past few days are frozen food and instant soup or fast food takeout because I have no energy nor the time to cook actual things. I can't stop sweating and my head is killing me since last week - even going to classes and just sit to get an attendance record is a torture, I feel like I'm gonna pass out every time I ride public trans home. I try to get more sleep to compensate everything but instead of getting better, I'm getting weaker day by day.

I still have so many assignments to do but I'm so freaking weak, my pace of working is becoming painfully slow and messy, and finals is approaching soon.

Fuck.
beethoven: (summer city boys)
Some minutes after my mother's birthday. She's 44 now, and still an amazingly fierce woman. I love her so much and sincerely hope for her health... but she need to get back to work on project soon before she explode.

My days have been slow with nothing really interesting but school dramus and maybe some K-pop musings. Or maybe my current hesitations about my future, but that's not even remotely interesting.


Meet Mimi, an used analog SLR for school needs

God I wish I can find / retake a decent picture of Mimi, but my dslr's card is broken now. I'm having too much fun with analog typography I forgot that I have a digital camera.

Nowadays I'm feeling ok? lonely? melancholic? missing someone who I don't even remember? tired? unmotivated? overwhelmed? detached? I don't even know.... Maybe I should take out my bike and start a journey to find myself haha!

Alice in Wonderland sucks and this entry sucks even more.

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