080911 SEXY SLEUTH

[beethoven]

I realize that most of the time when I decided to give help some complete stranger or so, were the times when I feel the absolute worst about myself which is conflicting, am I doing nice things so I can feel better about myself? I mean, I feel like doing these are just… a way to help myself rather than help other people - some twisted sense of self worth.

It’s just… frustratingly sad.